Saturday, April 19, 2014



How badly I want to say hello.

That feeling.

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Red Sky

Standing outside watching the evening sky when I heard Muslim prayer verses from the house opposite of mine. I recall, previously I ever heard such prayers exactly 1 am in the morning. Suddenly my neighbor arrived and I asked her about the incident. I'm not a kepoh person but it's good to know what's happening in your own neighborhood. From my neighbors explanation, the opposite house often faced unwanted disturbance from unknown entity. Its owner possessed, children crying seeing something that adult can't see. Well, that's sum it up.  I won't comment much on that cause I myself did experienced something weird last year and during my younger years. You didn't ask for it but somehow there's something in me that attracted them. Even my own cousin call me a medium. However, after receiving some help from a Land Dayak healer, the disturbance stop. And I, thank god for that. I assume god just wants me to experience everything in life first hand. The sky is bloody mysteriously  red today.

Saturday, April 12, 2014

Off the grid

May one day my system can do the same.

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

A Gunners note

Arsenal. Once called the invincible because of their 49 unbeaten match.  Now its 2014,what are they? You be the judge. I'm a fellow Gooners,  laying down my humble opinion. What Arsenal need crucially right now is a good finishing. After Thierry Henry, there are no good striker since the departure of Van Persie. If I can, I want to ask Arsene directly, what kind of criteria he wants from the likes of Giroud? Can he spot that there are very big differences between Giroud and Thierry Henry? The only advantage of Giroud that I knew is that he is big, tall, can hold on to ball but thats it. Meanwhile its proven that a powerful striker doesn't need big men , look at Suarez , Benzema. There are shorter than Giroud or Bendtner but they are fast, sharp  and skillful. Arsene, wake up. You now have the finance power but you still hesitate to buy superstar established players. There's something about you that really make things different in Arsenal.  Rise up Arsenal, rise up.

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

My Eternal Rainbow


Ever met someone, the perfect one, that love you so much and do anything for you? 
Taught me to see the world in a different way, to smile. 
And so do I on her. That feeling.
She's everything.
Forever  6

Thursday, December 5, 2013

The Liking Syndrome

Well said Boromir (retrieved from Google image)

Living in this modern age world, connected by various social media sites, teens flocking via the web interacting with their friends . That's the current situation of my world right now, as I look around. I myself have my own FB account,  which I honestly want to deactivate it but due to academic reason, it still remains until now. Well, at least I'm still following the current tech life, by having such account. Hei, I created my FB account in 2008.  So I can consider myself as a pioneer as well.haha.twat.

 You know what, There's one problem that I despise most every time I browse my news feed and it is the notification of douchebags asking for likes by posting spiritual stuff and so forth. I really hate to say this but what kind of stupid are you to believe by typing amen or liking will leads to God miracle? And now, the number of adults posting their kids with a message board asking for likes are also rising. What? if you want to buy her a bike, just effin buy it. DONT ASK HER TO DO SUCH CHEAP THING. What kind of parents are you? cheap cheap one kaa? Those kind of posts are created by motherfuckers that want some attention by gaining likes and comments, indirectly showing that they are very insecure with what they are, and they need you to lift them up through your liking.  

So please, if you really want to help them to not becoming a douchebag, do the right thing which is by ignoring such post. Unless you are part of the douchebags.

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

2013, a journey

Hello guys.


 Well, its been awhile since I last updated my blog. Been busy this year, life, mentally, spiritually, everything happen in 2013. I can say 2013 is a year full with challenges and its a year where I dwell deeply within my own character. knowing more of myself and learn a lot of life lesson. Despite that I am busy preparing my proposal (currently am furthering my studies via research which is tough for me) I decided to write this after I looked through all of my old post, posts full with spirits and its me, the old joyful Roystance. In fact, I miss him damn much. Character of never stop hoping, dreaming and a cheerful son, friend and may one day, he returns.


such creation

2013, is a year where I travel quite often, you can say kalah org bekerja naik belon. God gave me the chance of traveling, looked after by an angel, my Jack Frost. During that time, i learn a lot on how to enjoy my life. How to be a colorful person, a rainbow for those around me, never giving up especially for  my dear beloved parents. God, words are not enough to express my gratitude, to have an angel spread its wing upon us ,a real angel.


Till I die

Me, I love Arsenal and Arsenal til I die. For several years without having any trophy, may this season become ours. To be a gooner, you need to endure a lot of criticism from other fans for example, when we lose against Aston Villa, someone said " Lawan dgn Aston Villa pun Kalah". But that's okay, coz later on even though Liverpool beat Aston Villa, we still beat the crap out of you. Nevertheless, one thing I really love about being a gooner, despite win or lose, we stay humble. Keep it up gooners. Other than that, Robin left us and honestly, thank you for not celebrating your goal against us during your first stint in Man Utd  but that's not enough to save you from being a cunt.


Always remember, Friends before hoes. God bless you all. I would like to wish you guys a merry Christmas.

God heavenly father, 

Be thou my vision

I love you and use me as you will. Please look after my family